Yesterday was the last time I was going to plan and be in charge of a major cultural event. Thinking about it makes me a little sad, but at the same time I'm still upset about everything that happened 5 minutes before the show was supposed to start. At that moment my head went blank and for the rest of the night I tried to keep myself composed as possible. I seriously really need to get over it and move on with my life. Hopefully this feeling won't last for long.